He Never Dies: The Films of Kalil Haddad

Victim of Circumstance, By Kalil Haddad
Los Angeles Filmforum presents
He Never Dies: The Films of Kalil Haddad
Los Angeles premieres!
Sunday July 27, 2025, 7:30pm
At 2220 Arts + Archives, 2220 Beverly Blvd., Los Angeles CA 90057
Full info at www.lafilmforum.org
Adults 18+ only; Explicit content
Tickets: $15 general, $10 students/seniors, free for Filmforum members
Link: https://link.dice.fm/z35f89196b45
Curated and presented by Wilde Davis in collaboration with Kalil Haddad and Tony Nguyen
In person discussion following the screening with filmmaker Kalil Haddad and Wilde Davis.
Los Angeles Filmforum is thrilled to welcome filmmaker Kalil Haddad for the Los Angeles premiere of his short film series, He Never Dies.
The work of Kalil Haddad is radical in form and provocation. He distorts lo-fi footage to flesh out material analyses of queer subjectivities. His work blends archival, experimental, documentary, and narrative elements that allow for a making and remaking of archival text. Seeking history as a ruin of resources, he unveils materialist truths concerning the connection between sexuality, gender, race, and class exploitation. Haddad revels in the radical possibilities of grainy schlock and lifts untold stories from the conditions of our desires.
He Never Dies presents five of Haddad’s recent shorts: My Secret Boyfriend Died in a Mass Shooting (2025), His Smell (2023) The Boy Was Found Unharmed (2024) The Taking of Jordan (All American Boy) (2022) and Victim of Circumstance (2024). Stitching together personal footage and gay pornography, scanned celluloid unravels as Haddad shifts and destroys the digital objects of gay desire. Unveiling the labor conditions of commercialized gay sex, Haddad questions and interrogates the lives of those being exploited for the eyes of a consumptive audience. Each film follows a boy, often a porn star and always one to be desired. Haddad writes narratives onto these archetypal studs leading down fictionalized paths of murder, abuse, premature death, and unrequited lust. Lending narrative to archival footage, Haddad reinterprets sexual interactions by placing the viewer into the more violent, romantic, and emotional tenants of the subject’s lives. The program begins with Vampires Drink Blood…I Drink Sorrow (2021) and The Beautiful Room is Empty (2020), which establishes Haddad within a queer Palestinian lineage and frames the attitude and approach he takes with his later work. Technology’s progression has created the conditions for the rapid sharing, interpretation, breaking down, and reintroduction of information to the public. Haddad’s filmmaking becomes a tool for building class consciousness as it pulls images from a radical queer history and reinterprets them in a new generational context. Sex workers have always been at the front line of the queer vanguard. Centering his story alongside broke fags, Haddad makes a remarkable statement about the political potential of experimental cinema. -- Partially adapted from “The Taking Of Jordan (All American Boy)” by Wilde Davis, published in Cinema Year Zero.
Curated and presented by Wilde Davis in collaboration with Kalil Haddad and Tony Nguyen
Kalil Haddad is an experimental filmmaker based in Toronto. He has written, directed, and edited over a dozen short films including: The Beautiful Room is Empty (2020), The Taking of Jordan (2022), His Smell (2023), and Victim of Circumstance (2024). His work has screened at Festival du Nouveau Cinema, Images Festival, Indie Memphis, Kasseler Dokfest, London Short Film Festival, and the Institute of Contemporary Arts.

The Beautiful Room is Empty
The Beautiful Room is Empty
By Kalil Haddad
2020, digital, color, sound, 20 min. California Premiere
Establishing his work within a queer, Palestinian lineage, Haddad documents and interviews his lesbian aunt who discusses the complexity and nuance of being a queer, Palestinian woman growing up in Canada. Still shots of her childhood home visually provoke the spatial absence of memory, which linger in words and images filmed by Haddad.

Vampires Drink Blood...I Drink Sorrow
Vampires Drink Blood...I Drink Sorrow
By Kalil Haddad
2021, digital, color, sound, 6 min. West Coast Premiere
Embodying the role of the destroying angel, nightwalker Haddad wanders lonely Toronto streets, his characteristic block text narrating a night where lust succumbs to anguish.

My Secret Boyfriend Died in a Mass Shooting
My Secret Boyfriend Died in a Mass Shooting
By Kalil Haddad
2025, digital, b&w and color, sound, 5 min. World premiere!
The latest iteration of his porno provocations, Haddad distorts still pornographic images of a young, gay duo, suggesting a tale of love ending in tragedy. The images capture a certain tenderness, hard core shots brought to life by romantic soundscapes.

His Smell
His Smell
By Kalil Haddad
2023, digital, color, sound, 14 min. West Coast Premiere
The camera yearns and remembers the smell of a former love. Captured footage is digitally distorted, lingering in moments of decaying romance and the fleeting nature of gay longing.

The Boy was Found Unharmed
The Boy Was Found Unharmed
By Kalil Haddad
2024, digital, b&w and color, sound, 3 min. West Coast Premiere
Boyhood is a state of departure. In a series of digital abstractions which juxtapose the sanctity of anger with the innocence of youth, a loose narrative unfolds around a boy who was abused and a father who took revenge.

The Taking of Jordan (All American Boy)
The Taking of Jordan (All American Boy)
By Kalil Haddad
2022, digital, color, sound, 8 min. West Coast Premiere
Haddad's most essential work, it recounts the demise of a Broke Straight Boys star named Jordan. Hardcore amateur porn sequences disintegrate when exposed to the intense noise of Haddad’s even harder metal soundtrack. Archival true crime footage contrasts with the grit of video to shed light on the position of those who live to die for our desires.

Victim of Circumstance
Victim of Circumstance
By Kalil Haddad
2024, digital, color, sound, 20min. Los Angeles Premiere
Building on Jordan, Haddad contends with the failed politics of the sexual revolution and its Golden Age of Gay Porn. Black metal and industrial noise unleash digitally rendered images. Blending smut mags with porno flicks, the film builds out interlocking narratives featuring various porn stars whose images pulse and bleed in a rapid unraveling of sexual information.